The Little Things You Never Notice

1. How much you miss someone until they're not with you.

2. The little particles of dust that are constantly floating around you, that you breathe in and out all the time.

3. The wrinkles on a loved ones face when they frown.

4. The time that goes by when you're just sitting around doing nothing.

5. The amount of things that we assume everyday.

6. The happiness you bring someone by just being there.

7. The fine print under all food containers telling you that it really isn't all that healthy for you.

8. The human ability to store so much information.

9. The things you say that hurt another.

10. The things you say that makes another person feel great.

11. How much someone truly loves you.

12. Change.

I have decided I am going back to Austin on the 12th and I am ready to go. This year, winter break has by far been one of my favorites. It's strange though. It really wasn't that eventful like I remember them to be, yet I was really happy with the time I've spent here. Billy Bob's with Haley and some other people was a great night, one I won't forget. My birthday was very special and I am so thankful for Kevin. Christmas with the family was perfect. I think Haley and I had 2 movie nights and went to the movies once? or twice? I can't remember. Emilio, Haley and I hung out twice including my birthday. I hung out with Megan twice and that's about it. In all honesty, I didn't do too much and see all that many people. However, I'm happy with leaving here with the memories that I have.

I really miss my boyfriend. And I really hope he doesn't read this because that would be kind of embarrassing. Maybe one day, I'll let him read my blog and he'll come across this and smile/laugh at me. We've been together for 2 months but I swear it feels longer. I've known him for quite some time now. He's a great, great guy and I am literally blessed to have him in my life. Kevin has this whole list of things for us to do as soon we get back in Austin. He makes me feel alive and happy. He's exactly what I want. He's always on the go, looking for ways to improve, have fun and just live. He carries around memories like I do and isn't afraid to change. I am terrified of change, but when we're together, I could see myself letting go of any inhibitions and just going for it.

We are terrible with this whole being in 2 different cities thing. haha, it's so sad. We can't even go 2 weeks without whining about how much we miss each other. Haley and I were going to visit him in his hometown, The Woodlands but life has a way of changing plans real quick. Man, that was probably one of the most stressful, scary, anxious, nerve-racking times of our lives. I love Haley to death and I never realized how many things she did for me from the love of her heart. If you're reading this Hay, I'm so thankful for you and the things you do for me! But anyway, so now it's 6 more days and I get to be with this amazing guy who makes me feel like a princess. We decided the first day we're back, all we're gonna do is watch Entourage, order in some food, probably get ice cream and just relax. I am so excited, you have no idea.

LOVELOVELOVE you.