Life

okay so I know I've already written today, but I just can't help it!

Have you ever felt so inspired by something, it makes you want to just throw yourself into what you love to do? Well, I've been listening to this music and its making me literally want to go run around the world. I feel like I am on top of the freaking world right now and all I want to do is act on this inspiration. I cannot wait for what my life has in store for me. There are just so many beautiful things to see and experience. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh

So, I recently came across a short story I wrote when I was younger. I was definitely inspired by Sarah Dessen and her writing. But, when I reread it I was so shocked. For awhile now, it seems like my mind would never be able to be as creative and freeing as I thought my story was. I mean, its a simple story about a girl and her summer but the word choices and the way I wrote it, I was impressed with my 15 year old self haha.
And I've been wanting to type it up (because it was hand written in pencil and starting to fade) and add/revise it a bit but I haven't had the motivation. Ya know? I just haven't had something to move me to do anything really.

But today, I have felt like writing, doodling, and making a little slideshow of my life. I have wanted to go run, swim, dance, sing and laugh. I hugged everyone in my family and told them i loved them. Tomorrow, I am starting my work out schedule. I want to be awake when the sun isn't at the top of the sky and when it still smells of morning; when it's a little bit cooler. That's when I will go running. Outside. I want to feel the ground underneath my shoes and the air (as humid as it will be) go in and out of my lungs.

And can you believe that all of this is from music? It's so wonderful. Maybe you might think I'm on crack or something, but I'm just so happy and alive, it's great!
I've begun to revise my short story. Maybe, soon, I will be able to post it on here and let you guys read.

I cannot wait to go study abroad. I know I've said that so many times, but that's just how much I am aching to see the world. It's really what I am looking forward to in the next year or so. I am undecided. I can't decide whether I want to go to Spain or Australia more. but, I have downloaded the application to study abroad and have to fill it out so that I can schedule an appt with my advisor.

I hope you are happy. I hope that there is a passion burning inside of you. because that's what makes this life worthwhile. And, if you are lucky enough to live your dreams, take it and run.